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I know I haven't really been blogging very well lately. I'm kinda at this weird point right now where I'm kinda sad sometimes and my anxiety is kinda bad and I just don't feel super awesome. I wish I did. I'm trying to focus less on me and more on more important things. Sometimes yaknow how you'll just go a while where you feel like crap? I don't know what else to say about it. I feel like this is telling you a lot about me because I can tell you that I have like anxiety, or that I'm a little depressed and you can be like "Oh yeah, I know what you mean..."

And maybe you do, maybe you feel this way too. I hope you don't, but I have this feeling that everyone does. Everyone, or a lot of people at least, go through these anxious and depressive areas of their lives that just aren't great. They make you question everything you know about yourself and it's really hard. This morning in church we talked about not giving up and that you have to keep fighting until you get to the end. And you have to. You really have to keep going and the only way that you can do this is through Jesus. I had a horrible time before I rededicated myself to the Lord in 2013. And I know that every bad part of right now is preparing me for the glory that you can only feel with Him, for the joy that He brings you. 

catch you later,

Karleigh

"Stop telling yourself that the grass is greener on the other side, because it’s not. It is greener where you water it. So take control of your life and start watering your own pastures and grow your own greener grasses." //  unknown